Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Victoria Secret representing for the HBCU

wtf? are you serious

its def official. Victoria secret now represents for the HBCU. not all but def some of the most popular ones. Howard, Hampton Institute, FAMU, Southern, and NC A & T. aint that some shit. after how many years FINALLY they give us something to wear. are they stupid? why didnt they hop on the HBCU train before. as woman we love VS in one way or another so really aint nothing new!

I THINK... i really and truly do think that Obama had something to do with it. I may be over thinking this but WATEVA MAN! we get a black president and all of a sudden you want to represent and give us an opportunity to show our school pride through your products? shut up. I suppose i wont complain tho. I love HU (the real HU) with all my heart and i'll rep it. so you can catch me @ Vickys for sure. ;)

Sunday, January 25, 2009

no seriously, WTF is this? this is one of those pictures that you know you shouldnt be looking at but you can't stop trying to figure it out. MAN? WOMAN? BOTH?
( i so randomly found this when i googled the word "hmmm" )

hmm... just maybe.

after this long @$$ weekend and some areas in my life being blown way out there, I've come to realize some things are just more important than others. maybe being the laid back person that i am can offend people but that's just me. when dealing with people in general its important to be yourself. not try to BE someone or something else. You are who you are and that's all you will be. I love that the people in my life understand me, my sass, the LOOKS and most of all my heart. my intentions are always good for anyone in my life.

these past couple of days have taught me a lot and has inspired some moderate changes. good ones though! I've been a little stuck in my ways when it comes to dealing with the opposite sex and that's because of what I've been through. so I'm not gonna jump the gun or get all mushy and shit cuz that ain't my style. for once tho... JUST THIS ONCE, I'm thinking a bit differently. although when this train of thought kicks in, I'm mostly always kicked right back into the DNSS realization that has taken over my life. life is too short to not try something new or give something even the least bit of the TINIEST chance. so maybe. just maybe. not all of THEM are the same. i can't totally call it right now but i'll just go with the flow. someone has me thinking that maybe one of THEM has me in their best interests and i like it.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

DNSS - you figure it out.

had a wonderful day today besides the BS i'll sweep under the rug starting when my vent ends. i'm not too sure how or why this always happens. great girl, great guy... there is chemistry, great convo, physical attraction but its like pulling teeth to get together. I always put it like this, " you make time for people you want to see." not a bad saying. it's pretty much plain and simple truth. in my case I'll tell my girls this and can't see why they make that inital call. turn it around and look at me and what i'm doing... exactly what I tell them not to. Geez. With me i've always given the benefit of the doubt and I suppose that is where I am wrong. So should I just cut all that out now? I cant continue to categorize all guys because that's not my style but if I keep getting the same BS how can I not? it always goes them same way...

So I guess what i'm trying to say is that I'm going to have a new attitude ( or at least try). Not every guy is the same (in my case they always just get worse). Now more so than ever, it's time to be more selective and take less shit. I know what I want and I know it is out there. The more I continue to let things slide the more it will continue to happen. I'm not settling or being so "understanding" anymore. I'm a catch... so catch the hell up and get on my level. I've done some growing up and i'm getting better on communicating my feelings so there is now where to go but up from here. I'm not a pushover. I'm not that ride or die chick. I'm not a hoodrat. I'm not your baby momma. I'm not your nitecap and I ain't your suga mamma. It's not hard to make a phone call or send a text. everyone is busy. everyone has stuff to do. I dont believe that people are way too busy to send a text or make a call. it takes nothing but a second. now that i feel like i've wasted smiles, laughs and my precious time... i'm pretty much done.

btw, i had a great time @ outback. great food and good times. can't beat that. the 4 horsemen tho? Def. could have killed me but i'll be sure to step my game up next time so I can take it like the G I am. :)

Friday, January 2, 2009

When I stop to think about it, I could not even begin to imagine where this past year would have taken me. Where it has left me is in a better place. I have learned SO much from mistakes, chances and opportunities. I've learned about what kind of person I am and what kind of person I do not want to be. I've grown to realize what some of my passions are (other than LIFE itself) and what I want to do with my life. Over the years I've gone from a shy, insecure, indecisive girl to an opinionated, strong, beautiful young woman. I wouldn't take anything back from this past year because everything has made me stronger and more aware. I can honestly say that this year has brought me SO many wonderful people in my life. I wont even begin to name names because you already know who you are ((From sleepovers in Ft. Wash, PR, Lorton, RICHMOND, my tattoo, Philly... etc))) !! New friends to old friends, you all should know where you stand with me. I may not be the best at communicating or the most perfect friend but I try and I have everyone in my best interests.

I suppose this is just my reflection of 2008. I love everyone that has come into my life and made a difference whether you realize it or not. I'm truly blessed.